I'ts been a month and a day... did you miss me?
Bet you didn't...
Well the reason that I've been so slack at updating lately is because life has just been sooo freakily stressful! Uni has been hectic, and i had a piano exam on wednesday, and a few stressful weeks at work to add to it all!
Anyway, it's over now!
My piano exam went ok... altho i forgot easy scales, which sucks.
Uni is finished!!! I survived first year uni!
And work... well got lots to do still, but oh well.


Here's some lyrics that kind of express a very common situation in christians, and i guess kind of describes the place that I have been in lately, and am trying to get out of!

Be my Escape - Relient K

I'm giving up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in, so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Coz I know to live you must give your life away

I've been housing all this doubt, and insecurity
I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because

Oh, I gotta get out of here,
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
Oh, I gotta get out of here,
And i'm begging you, i'm begging you, i'm begging you
to be my escape

I've given up on doing this alone now
I have failed, and I'm ready to be shown how
You've shown me the way, I'm trying to get there

And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

I've been housing all this doubt, and insecurity
I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because

Oh, I gotta get out of here,
I'm afraid that this complacency, is something I can't shake
Oh, I gotta get out of here,
And i'm begging you, i'm begging you, i'm begging you
to be my escape

I am a hostage, to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess of me
And all I'm asking is for you to do, what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave

I've been housing all this doubt, and insecurity
I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to goI promise I'm going because

Oh, I gotta get out of here,I'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
Oh, I gotta get out of here,
And i'm begging you, i'm begging you, i'm begging youto be my escape

I fought you for so long, I should have let you win
Oh, how we regret those things we do
All I was trying to do was save my own skin
Oh, but so were you,
So were you