My uni ball was last night, I was on the committee organising it, so was there for almost 5 hours in the morning and early afternoon setting the place up. It was awesome turning up 1/2 an hour before the ball started and seeing the transformation that had taken place since I had left to go get ready! It was absolutely amazingly stunning - the decorations, lighting and everything was soo much better than I could have hoped for. We ended up having a good amount turn up and everyone seemed to enjoy themselves.
The sad thing was, that although I had heaps of mates around me, good music, good food etc. I ended up not having all that much fun! It was actually really tough being there without a partner, there were way to many slow songs played for my liking and it just wasn't the same without someone there to dance with.
I did enjoy myself, I'm not saying that... I just found myself becoming very melancholic about it all. Slipping back into my old way of thinking about things as described in my earlier post. I guess it was testing my resolve to wait on God for everything... and it was testing me hard! I'm not feeling all down about it in the main, just every now and then when I'm watching my mates with their boyfriends/potential boyfriends, it hits me. But it's OK, I know it's in God's hands, but it's still .... hard.
About Me
- Random Rambler
- I am a daughter, a sister and a friend. I am a teacher in the making. I am a lover of life. I am a bookworm, a muser. I am a seeker and a finder. I am a wildflower on a roadside. I live in the now but not yet, embracing the tension. I am in the making... I am a new creation.
5 comments:
YAY comment #1..i promise i'll get to them all eventually...ah balls....mmm...they're wierd things when it really comes down to it...its like, u feel obligated to take a guy, but at the same time, if u DO take a guy, then you feel bad if they're not having a good time cus u wanna make sure they're having fun etc,...but if you DONT take a guy, then its difficult cus you see every1 else with guys...arg...such a pickle to be a girl...mmm pickle...oh sory, ur not an olive/pickle person are you? :( sigh....well...i have to say..the only alternative i see for us poor female creature...TAKE A LLAMA!!! NOW THAT WOULD BE A FUN BALL!!!! lol...u kno i luv ya lots xxx
You're not alone! We've all been in that frame of mind. It's like you suddenly look up and everybody around you is in a couple and you got left behind.... no fair! It's statistically unlikely that you actually ARE the only single person left in the world, but if sure feels like it at certain moments....
A llama.. could be interesting ... imagine the dances you could do to the llama song! haha well
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Luf ya sista
thanks 'NotKate' i was encouraged by your coment :D
Hey princess! I had fun at the ball because you were there! God has someone amzing for you..let him d the finding, Love you Mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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